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[22 Feb 2009|03:45am] i want to go far far away to a land with no parents and just my boyfriend. just my boyfriend some movies and not a care in the world, thats all i want. post comment

[06 Feb 2009|01:40am] i want to rebuild everything i might ask to become a manager, i'd be a good manager 1 comment|post comment

[29 Jan 2009|11:29pm] Dear strangers, The more you stare at my chest or missing pant legs, will not change it. So get over it. The more you wonder about my fashion choices, I'll still wear it. I don't care, but blatant staring is rude. post comment

[25 Jan 2009|03:27am] they say the wrong always win good guys get caught bad guys get rich well this motha' fuckin' good girl is up for the fight post comment

[23 Jan 2009|04:10am] i'm utterly disgusted with good ole island 16. If I was a man, or over the age of 30, my actions wouldn't be questioned. Seeing as I am a young, ambitious, girl, I fall under the "liar" category. When any of us do something wrong your asked about it, you have two options lie or own up. Jerkface lied, so i did what any sensible employee would do. Is it my fault that every time jerkface is about to get in trouble he lies more and throws other people under the bus, No. Is it fair that having been there almost two years I'm now being questioned? Considering not once did I bring up sexual harassment charges, not once did I speak up about unfair treatment from a supervisor, and now he thinks I'm attacking him for personal reasons? Who is The big boss, to tell me that I am nothing, I don't have the authority, I didn't write him up, a manager did. Did I get a little loud, when said jerkface came to my area of work and attacked me verbally? Uh...Duh! What person doesn't get a little loud when someone is all up in their space? What about me in this situation, when jerkface's father comes into my area of work and stares me down. Jerkface is 18, and is no longer a child, his father has no say in his work matters. I believe in fair treatment of employees, If I did something wrong, write me up for it. If he did something wrong, he should not be exempt due to his father's friendship with his manager, nor his expertise at lying. If you're looking for things to fire me for, please list the following on my pink slip: Does job correctly and efficiently Works abundance of hours Maintains good relations with most if not all employees (excludes jerkface) Knowledgeable of Theater policy, and adheres to it Most Importantly Asked for a demotion, and has not received it. The only issue I have with Jerkface, is that his work ethic is horrendous, and he continues to make everyone in his department miserable (excluding robot), and people constantly have to do his job for him. To you mr. big boss, I'm fully aware you only fire people that lose you money, have drugs, or are completely useless. I am none, so you can keep looking for reasons to fire me, but you won't find any. Working too hard has never been grounds for dismissal. 1 comment|post comment

[12 Jan 2009|02:48pm] it doesnt bother me when people question my views, i question them myself you my dear are one shitty friend post comment

[12 Jan 2009|02:55am] a co-worker challenged my every thought of Harry Potter and for the first time i'm not mad. he just didn't think it was symbolic and instead of leaving it at that we had a very long civil debate. I see where he's coming from entirely, but maybe he missed my mark. Harry Potter is something i'm very passionate about, its been apart of my life for longer then i can remember, i started reading them in the fifth grade. Also i can relate so much of life to the story, and honestly with my own standards of morals and values its hard not to enjoy a book with a boy who naturally has such good ones. I would never have gotten the tattoo if i didn't have actual meaning to it. post comment

My New Years resolution is to stop... [04 Jan 2009|02:23am] stop working so hard at a dead end job for a promotion i won't get. If it's meant to be, I'll get it, if not move on. stop making excuses, go out when that friend from highschool wants to meet up. stop saying you'll do something, and don't, follow through b. stop bitching about old friends and make new ones. stop being lazy at school, school is number one, movies is number two, and work is number three remember that. stop pretending your dad sickness means nothing to you in front of your dad, and then break down later on, make sure he knows you care. stop settling, you deserve what you want, even if you have to leave to get it post comment

[01 Jan 2009|01:02am] With a bitter tempo and heavy sigh he whispered gently my sorry cry "a freedom fighter, we all can't be" and thats all he could say to me I sang the song so heavily of dying dreams and fleeting scenes for in this cruel forsaking world I watched as humans betray us all try as I might to save a few my simple love could not surpass the prejudices of our past and as my eyes shown the truth of time with gentle tears stuck inside he saw what could have been in a world of make believe. post comment

do some homework, hahaha [09 Dec 2008|01:35am] [ music | Love Lockdown - Kanye ] I gave some advice to Katie today, which I think I needed more then she did. I told her "Your still young, you don't have to be stuck in the life you live unless you want to be" and obviously while being in the company of ninja I was a little distracted, but it certainly hit me on the ride home. I always complain about stupid things in my life I don't like, but I never really try and change it. I've gotten so bitter the last few months because I'm just so stuck, and it's starting to show in all aspects. I started realizing that people I considered friends, were so flawed and so that or this, that I stop liking them. I started judging on first impressions instead of trying and I made a drunk voicemail I very very very much regret. Most of all I realized I'm just not that happy. So all that boils down to this, I'm changing. I'm taking a little that was lost, some that I have, and a little of what I want to be. I don't want my emotions to block me from enjoying life, in fact that's all I want, and I'm the one standing in the way. I'm gonna cut ties where ties need to be cut, but alot of that I did already. Right now it's more about rebuilding what I lost, with people I care alot about. Plus I'm thinking it's about time I look for another job, maybe not replacing this one, just yet, but certainly a new one. I think the most important thing in life is living, the experience of what this place has to offer us, and I've been rather mundane lately. Not usually a word connected to me, but I've been stuck, and I don't like it. So todays lesson, fix your friendships, create new environment, and change yourself while staying true to you. I think that's pretty educational, but I really should start my speech that's due tomorrow :) post comment

I hate the spanish language so I'm procrastanating the hw. [05 Dec 2008|01:34am] Now that I have tattoo number one, my next thought is, all the other tattoos I wanna get - The RSD Tat - Envy Tat 1 - Envy Tat 2 - Daddy & Me Tat The RSD Tat would be on my back with a skull in blue flames Envy 1: would be a line of ocean waves with "Throwing punches at ocean waves" underneath the waves that would be hip to hip Envy 2: On my wrist, in script, "I'm no savior, I'm no saint" Daddy & Me: If I convince my father to get Taz, which he's always wanted but was too chicken, I'd get the baby taz, which would be nice to have if anything with this cancer thing goes bad. post comment

[03 Dec 2008|11:57pm] i'm in love with a ninja he's rolling he's snoring he's sleeping now I love my ninja and tattoo. even though they are both pains :) post comment

[20 Nov 2008|01:44am] i'm so sick that I can't breathe through my nose, I'm so sick that I can't breathe through my mouth, So i'm stuck alternating and each breathe stinging. I'm so sick my eyes are watering, I'm so sick that my lips are tearing, but mostly, I'm so sick that I'm hardly sleeping, well more than usually. post comment

[18 Nov 2008|01:43am] Short hair! The compliments haven't stopped yet, and I don't mind it one bit. Pictures soon to come, so soon that after my hair dye has been in for an hour or so and I wash it out, I'm scrunching my hair and taking photos, so most likely 3 am. 3 comments|post comment

[13 Nov 2008|09:17pm] I'm tired of being not good enough. I'm tired of doing all that I can to get nothing. I'm so sorry mom that I'm exactly like you were at this age. Except I didn't move out, yet. Which brings me to my next topic, moving out. I won't do it till at least next semester is over. Then hopefully with the many jobs I plan to apply and work at, I'll have enough money saved to move in with Bmoo and Jay, and Jay's Friend, and possibly brav. I don't know if I'll necessarily be compatiable living with all of them, but I'll certainly be more happy on my own, with rules I can make. Steming to rules. I love how my mother decides that a change in rules is of order, when these rules have been in place since high school. In fact, I'm the one being wronged, not her. I think one on weeknights is more than reasonable, especially on days I either don't have class or it doesn't start till after 10. As for Previews, I would go every week since junior year so STFU, with this new oh it's too late. I'm coming home maybe an hour late. You want me to be home more, and I'm trying my hardest but I hate it here more than any other place. I'm not doing drugs I'm not being bad, just let me go out and do what I want to do damn it. post comment

[07 Nov 2008|02:05am] I'm very much alone. and it's tearing me apart. post comment

[07 Nov 2008|01:44am] Movie Review 180 - RocknRolla 4 out of 5 stars. It was a bit too british for my taste. I couldn't understand any of the small talk but when the bigger picture started to unfold was when I really fell in love with it. The movie is shot brillantly and captures the randomness of life while portraying a crime underworld. I have to say I was most impressed by Toby Kebbell's performance. His role of Johnny Quid, the junkie, makes me want to go out and audition for a junkie role. It's not an easy task making that look convincing and he does that and more. I have a feeling we're going to be seeing many great things from him in the future. All the actors were great. Gerald Butler brillant as always. All in all it's a good movie if you're willing to sift through all the british slang. Recommend it: yes Family or Friends: High drug use so if your comfortable bringing the parentials along that really is the only bad part. Watch it again: yes Movie Price: any Dvd: 99% positive Movie Review 181 - The Secret Lives of Bees 4 out of 5 stars. Oh my lanta I loved this movie. It was such a touching and inspirational movie. I really am a sucker for them triumph stories. The plot was very good and Queen Latifiah was fantastic. I love Queen Latifiah. Really everyone was great Jennifer Hudson, Alicia Keys, Dakota Fanning. Just great. Totally a chick movie. Recommend it: yes Family or Friends: Sisters, Girlfriends. Watch it again: yes Movie Price: any Dvd: most likely. Movie Review 182 - Role Models 4.5 out of 5 stars. ROFL. This movie was completely cute and hilarious, which never happens. Paul Rudd might have overdone it a little bit with the apathy but all in all great performance. And Oh My God, Bobb'e J. Thompson makes me die. I was laughing so hard everytime he was on screen. Really it was funny, but not like Forgetting Sarah Marshall funny, and much funnier then drillbit taylor, it's like dead smack in the middle. Plus this movie definetly pushes the limits of what child actors can do. Recommend it: yes Family or Friends: Friends, no contest Watch it again: yes Movie Price: any Dvd: most likely. post comment

[04 Nov 2008|08:32pm] C'mon Obama! 102! post comment

[03 Nov 2008|12:58pm] I wish I wasn't trapped by the confines of loyalty and money I wish I could go to a store by an amazing video camera then go sign up for the peace core and go to Africa. I wish I could just go and not be stuck here waiting for my life to take off. 2 comments|post comment

[30 Oct 2008|03:54pm] The words keep bouncing in my mind He said it, HE SAID IT, HE SAID IT! post comment

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